That we are friends...and that I trusted him to ask.
[She didn't know what she was getting into when she asked. Mira never expected to have it go so far.]
This may sound strange but I never had these kinds of feelings with anyone before. So I don't know what is the right or wrong way. Someone saw it and told me what they were and urged me to learn what they were and to speak on them. Be truthful and all that. But...I fear it has done much more harm than anything else. And I gave into those harsh words, believing them to be the truth.
[But she has to remember Vanitas's words, how and why he reacted as such. That he's been locking himself into misery for a long time and it's not what she did so much. That he's pushing away any kind of good. And yet, it still hurts.]
But...no, he didn't say those words. A passing fondness and maybe he still does. [Or maybe not anymore.]
And yet logic is telling me that I need to break it. Just so he doesn't fall into a deep sleep and won't wake up. It doesn't matter what I want out of all of this, it may just end in getting him more hurt. And I can't do that to him.
[It sounds simple enough. That they usually make these choices for the better of others but what if they will be much more dangerous? Could she live with that? Mira already lives with the fact that she killed Emet-Selch but could she live with the same guilt if she did the same to Hades?]
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[She didn't know what she was getting into when she asked. Mira never expected to have it go so far.]
This may sound strange but I never had these kinds of feelings with anyone before. So I don't know what is the right or wrong way. Someone saw it and told me what they were and urged me to learn what they were and to speak on them. Be truthful and all that. But...I fear it has done much more harm than anything else. And I gave into those harsh words, believing them to be the truth.
[But she has to remember Vanitas's words, how and why he reacted as such. That he's been locking himself into misery for a long time and it's not what she did so much. That he's pushing away any kind of good. And yet, it still hurts.]
But...no, he didn't say those words. A passing fondness and maybe he still does. [Or maybe not anymore.]
And yet logic is telling me that I need to break it. Just so he doesn't fall into a deep sleep and won't wake up. It doesn't matter what I want out of all of this, it may just end in getting him more hurt. And I can't do that to him.
[It sounds simple enough. That they usually make these choices for the better of others but what if they will be much more dangerous? Could she live with that? Mira already lives with the fact that she killed Emet-Selch but could she live with the same guilt if she did the same to Hades?]