[It's the first thing she blurts out, and she has to force herself not to fall back into old habits over it. To shutter up, to lash out over problems she only exacerbates with her behavior. She doesn't look at him, finding a spot on the floor instead to stare at.]
--It's just because I'm scared I'm going to fuck up again, all right? That I'll have nothing to show for it in the end but a withered heart and some bitter memories of all the things I could've done better.
[She takes a breath, then stands up and starts pacing about the room.]
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[It's the first thing she blurts out, and she has to force herself not to fall back into old habits over it. To shutter up, to lash out over problems she only exacerbates with her behavior. She doesn't look at him, finding a spot on the floor instead to stare at.]
--It's just because I'm scared I'm going to fuck up again, all right? That I'll have nothing to show for it in the end but a withered heart and some bitter memories of all the things I could've done better.
[She takes a breath, then stands up and starts pacing about the room.]
...Told you it was stupid.