omnicrafter: (the pain endures)
Irhya Pendhula ([personal profile] omnicrafter) wrote 2020-04-12 11:02 pm (UTC)

[Irhya pushes off the wall and saunters a bit closer to Mira, sitting next to her on the bed.]

He likely thinks of it as protecting himself. From what he told me, he fears any pursuit of love would just end in pain for him when the inevitable happens: you die, and he is left to grieve. It's not unlike the choice Hraesvelgr had to make, when you think about it. Which is probably why he tries his damnedest not to get attached.

I think it more than a passing fondness, but to admit to that would be to let himself slip towards those hopes that he feels will invariably be dashed. It isn't you, it's him -- much like he fears his sudden mortality, he fears losing, too.

[She sets a hand atop Mira's, her eyes focusing on a spot on the wall because she finds herself unable to make eye contact. To comfort someone you love from the heartbreak caused by someone you also love... it is a strange, conflicting feeling.]

If he slips into that coma, it won't be because he made a bond with another Witch. It'll be because he bit off more than he could chew all on his own. It's not your responsibility. Breaking one bond might save him in the short term, but who's to say he wouldn't go and make another to replace it later?

Besides, by that logic... if we really want to lighten his load, shouldn't the person to break the bond be his most recent, and not the first?

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